This is a conversation between a now ex friend. He can go fucking burn and be miserable in his dysfunctional relationshit.
Crow-Okay, well I have something for ya.
Crow-Well Azreal said you can have me
Crow-BUT you need to share or some shit, no sex between us only threesomes?
Me-...no.
Crow-/:
Me-I am not fucking that thing.
Crow-I know you were going to say that.
Me-Then you should have fucking know better than to say such a thing. Azreal can go fuck itself for thinking I would agree to such a thing.
Crow-Well, I sorry.
Me-Yea, uhuh.
Crow-I am.
Me-Threesomes...how fucking dare you and that piece of shit.
Crow-Another idea. Delete my number. I've obviously hurt you much with my stupidity. I thought well it will give you a shot to be with me cause I want you happy that's it. I know I'm just all over the place and I can't be cornered for shit and I told her that you wanted to be with me and that I can still talk to you and all...but that was her reaction and well, I tried.
Me-...you really thought I would sleep with a person who tried to hop on a plane to see you without telling you. I don't get it. I can't figure you out! Why the fuck are you letting that thing run your life and how dare you tell that thing about me. I'm the one who has been there for you. I am the one who has listened to you rant about how Azreal is so plain in bed and boring. I was the one who comforted you when you needed it and yet I AM THE ONE WHO GETS TOSSED ASIDE. I can't believe you.
Crow-I can't believe myself either.
Me-You talk about not wanting to be put into a corner. You just allowed her to GUILT you into a corner.
Crow-I know I know. I can't help it. I'm just so used to it. I'm a confused mess I know but like I said, just delete my number and just think about me anymore /: I don't like hurting you but it seems to be the only thing I'm good at.
Me-No. You know what you're good at? Finding the easy way out.
Crow-Is that so bad? Its nature.
Me-Nature of the coward.
Crow-And forever will I be.
Me-...fuck you. Be fake happy and fucking miserable. Just. Fuck. You.
Crow-Okay. Fuck me to the heavens and hells. Nice knowing you though.
Me-Whatever.
Crow-Just say what you want. I know there's more.
Me-Go away and be miserable. Don't come to be when she spews her shit.
Crow-I won't come to you at all. No more.
Me-Oh, and tell your fucking mate if she even tries to get to me or get me deleted, she will know hell.
Crow-I haven't told her anything else but that. Besides, why are you coming to me? We are not friends anymore aren't we?
Me-Apparently not. Atleast I know now who really has the balls in your relationshit. Bye.
I just LOVE how I get tossed aside for a genderbending fucker who tries to fucking kill herself over him and then has the nerve to lie about it. Have her family call his phone threatening him for what he did to her and then this bitch got the NERVE to try to hop her ass on a plane to try and see him but at the very last minute she grew common sense and decided not to because she knew she'd get deleted. I find it fucking funny that whenever people stop talking to him, he comes to me and rant and cries, but as soon as people give him attention, he thinks its all fucking good. I genuinely cared for him. I was there when no one else was and yet he chooses someone who guilt him into staying with him. I share NO ONE and I am not a whore to be shared around. That just showed me what type of dysfunctional relationshit they are in. I hope that whatever he decides in the end is whatever. I am done. Apparently everything that I try to do right get tossed in my fucking face. Let him stay in a marriage he hates and fucks many others on the side to full his urge to be wanted, to have attention and to be loved. Its fucking pathetic that I tried to reach out and help only to get my help thrown back at me. Yea...lovely.
