Meet and play with "hot" girls over x-box live!...WHAT THE FUCK?!

>_> alright. This has gone on far enough! This has to be the one of the dumbest and most desperate things I've ever heard of and sadly[for my own research] witness. First, it started to with the online places to chat, like Myspace and Facebook, then it morphed to online dating, and now...NOW, its this. Apparently, there is a site out there that allows people to play with what they call "hot gamer girls" over the different kinds of consuls like X-box live. WHO THE HELL IS THIS DESPERATE?! ARE YOU SHITTING ME?! I mean seriously! What the hell happened to dating?! FUCKING DATING?! Meeting a person a library, in a restaurant or something like that, talking to them and getting to know them then going out. Has society become so shallow and vain about what people have to say about them, that they consult the internet, meet someone cyberly, speak with them there and see if they are the real deal before going to meet them in person?! DUDE! Alright, I can understand if you don't want to get your feelings hurt but still, why would you hide behind a computer and talk to someone before thinking they are the real deal?! It is just plain sad. However, I am a hypocrite, because I met my boyfriend, the love of my life, through myspace when I was in 10th grade. I never thought it would last this long, but unlike many others, we went straight from the internet and started talking. We didn't send information about ourselves back and forth UNTIL we started talking through the phone. It took us 5 YEARS to see eachother face to face, not 2 weeks, not a few months, 5 FUCKING YEARS because not only were were clear across the country, but we didn't let the internet tell us we were right for eachother. Alright, maybe I steered off topic for a second but it all serves a purpose. How low must someone be to meet apparently "Hot Girls" and play a game with them, that costs $8.25 for only 10 minutes. >_> Seriously, society is just disgusting. They are becoming nothing more than degrading pigs that believe that only beauty will succeed. This is why I hate celebrities. This is why I hate models. THIS IS WHY I HATE MOST WOMEN IN GENERAL! They let the media, television shows and things like that dictate what a woman should look like. How much she would weigh, what she would look like, how to act, what to wear, and the whole nine yards. They preach that being thin is the best and the healthiest thing in the world. What's the point of being thin and healthy if you have to kill yourself in order to do it? I honestly don't give a shit. It just saddens me that people say women must look like this in order to be accepted in society. I myself don't like myself nor the way I look and I blame society for this. Most african americans are overweight. Its sad and it scares the shit out of me because all I ever see on television are all these thin women who are preaching that being thin is the best and how they love to be thin and what not. It puts people's self esteem down. especially people like who hardly have any self esteem at all. Its just plain sad. So, seeing this website and what its saying just makes me sick to my stomach. Society will never change.

=_= Stupidity runs rampant nowadays

Alright. my friend, she's been dating this girl for awhile. They were fine until a few months ago. The girl started calling her shit, putting her down, hitting on her and shit like that, making my friend BEG her to stay with her whenever she said she was going to break up with her, and end up not doing it.

so...

she's complain to me and some friends about it and we all told her the same shit to leave her and move on. However, she keeps on saying that the girl doesn't mean or anything else. Pretty much, she's defending her to no end when she knew what her girlfriend was doing is wrong. What really got me pissed off was a myspace thing. The girl had read a message that she CLAIMS came from my friend when it didn't. Of course, she didn't believe her, she called her a liar a cheater when she did nothing wrong so...I finally blew my top called her and told her to leave her and delete her from everything else, but, as I thought she didn't do it and is still with her. What makes it even worse is that she knows we don't like the girlfriend and the girlfriend doesn't give a shit. She practically told her not to talk to us or anything. I fucking hate that girl. I want to go and beat her to a bloody fucking pulp. No one beats on my friends because of how they are. That girlfriend of hers has a god-like complex and needs to be fucking kicked off of. I would not HESITATE to kick her off from it, but, since she didn't listen to my advice, and clearly didn't give a shit about it, I can now care less. For all I care now, that girlfriend can beat her to a bloody mess and just leave her there. Don't come to me with your problems. Ask for my advice, and when I tell you the PLAIN truth, you just throw it away like it didn't matter because you don't want to be alone. Its saddening, and sickening. You rather be with someone that will eventually KILL you then leave and start anew. Really sad. I have nothing more to say.

she lost my respect

Cover Girl! Put the Bass in your Walk!

OHAIYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I'm guess you're wondering 'why is my title the way it is?' well, I have this small obsession with Ru Paul at the moment. THAT MAN MAKES ONE BEAUTIFUL WOMAN! I mean look at him! Without the make up and everything, he looks like a bald headed turtle[my opinion of course] but when he is in his drag uniform, he looks GORGEOUS! *_* just plain wow. He looks better than some of the women you see on television and has better curves to boot[fake or not]. You know...I am slightly jealous >>;; but I will move beyond that and go on xp.

I also noticed, Drag Queens are MEAN AS HELL! I mean, they are pretty and nice people, but when they are mad....HOLY HELL! they put us women and our mood swings to shame. They are like on a whole other level that we haven't even discovered yet and just spreading it with other drag queens and aspiring ones. I would hate be caught in the crossfire of two feuding drag queens. I'm liable to loose an eye and get scratches, when I haven't done anything Dx! However, I would love to have a friend who was into drag anyway. Why? Because they can give me fashion tips, and probably have fun dressing me up like a doll since I have only rocker and punk fashion sense, which is not really that good neither .________.''

Well, I wanted to get that out there. I've been listening to that song "Cover Girl" for the past 3 days and I've fallen head over heels in love with it. He just looks oh so pretty in the video *_* Go ahead Ru Paul! x3 I am and shall be a fan for as long as you keep doing what you do :D

SAYONARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My first post? O.o

OHAIYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^0^

Alright! That was indeed random but I just wanted to put that out there for my FIRST POST EVER!!! :O I know, shocking. Reason why? My friend. =_= Yes I did indeed blame her. But I will not do so right here in front of all of you :D[unless you want me too >>;;] but anyway, for my first post, I don't know, um, um...OH! I'm working on a paper. Helping my BF work on his paper. Its 10 pages long, double spaced and so on and so forth. And, well, we both know what we want to write and put it down. The only problem is...in introduction. .__________.;; DEAR GOD I hate writing introductions! It is hard as hell to do so Dx, we know what to put in the body and how to end it off, but goddamn it Dx fucking introductions are hard as hell to do! ;________; I don't know what to do~ and he's saying the same thing too. It saddening T-T really really saddening.

However! Onto something completely different. Um...._.;; I got nothing. Well, no, my friend told me about something she read on the news today. Apparently, there is a church over in Kansas that will not allow military funerals. Oh, it gets worse, the minister of his church says god is punishing the united states for "the sin of homosexuality" through events such as a soldiers death As if that couldn't get any worse, people were ACTUALLY holding up signs saying 'THANK GOD FOR DEAD SOLDIERS' ....ARE YOU FUCKING SHITTING ME?! Ok, honestly, in my opinion....WHO THE FUCK CARES?! I don't give a shit if you're gay, straight, bisexual, or anything of the sort. What the hell does it matter who anyone falls in love with? It doesn't make any logical sense. If that person makes you happy and you make them happy, that's all you need. Fuck what anyone else says. I'm not against anyone's religion or anything like that, but I believe that we should be fair. If a guy wants to be with a guy, or a girl wants to marry a girl, then let them do what they want. Its not hurting anyone, its not denting America contrary to popular belief. They still pay taxes, they are still consumers, THEY ARE STILL PEOPLE. Now, I am not gay, I am straight, but I love gay people. They have to be one the nicest people I've ever encountered with. I believe that they should just be left alone. All this stuff happening to them, trying to ban gay marriages and whatnot is just wrong. I don't remember it fully, but I remember, that a boy was stoned, by others his age, BECAUSE he was gay. Now is that justifiable? It isn't. Not in my mind. You don't like someone because they are gay, that doesn't give you the right to take their lives. Avoid them. That's it. Well, I'm done ._.;; I'm out of thoughts >>;;

SAYONARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^0^