Friday, March 11, 2011

More Hours + More Money / Less Time Spent Home=Broken Friendship?

Hey everyone. Now, I know its been awhile, and I know probably no one is gonna read this, but I just feel the need to get this out. I find this to be more sub-sequential than a youtube video. Probably if I had better hair and better equipment I would have voiced this to youtubers but I don't have money like that as of now. Anyway, back to the matter at hand. Since before the new year, I moved out of my apartment, into a home, and have been renting out the apartment since late December. Since then, my roommates have been just as such. I will not name them in his blog. I find that to be distasteful. The female roommate works at a shopping store for about 4-6 about 4-5 days a week. The man, who is also my landlord, recently just got a job at a store just about last week. Now, I won't go all the way back, but what I'm about to say is going to bring things, hopefully full circle.

We were supposed to have a barbecue today since it was hot as hell and figured it would be cool to do so. I had the day off and so did he. She had to work until four, which was fine. Up in my room, I took a nap and woke up about two hours later and came downstairs, to my dismay to see there was no soda. He informed me that she was now working until seven o'clock. Which was fine by me. My philosophy is that if you get the opportunity to get more hours, then hell, take it and run with it. Apparently, his way of thinking, along with a few beers, makes him think otherwise. Now, from what I can gather since voices travel, as soon as she got home, they were arguing, right off the back for, what I can concur, to be because she worked a little later. Now, the way I see it, what the hell does it matter? Two extra hours isn't a hinder and what makes it worse is the fact that they act as though they are dating, while he has a girlfriend. He treats her more like his girlfriend than his literate girlfriend. Anyway, I didn't hear alot but from what I gathered, there was alot of screaming, alot of name calling, throwing things and I think he hit her. I'm not entirely sure but I think he did. Now, its all silent, I hear doors being closed over and over and I'm practically afraid to go outside and say or do anything. And if to add insult to injury, I practically have nothing to eat. There is nothing in the house to eat since I am the one who buys majority of the food and I can't until later. So, digging at the bottom of the barrel, we're all stuck.

Now, when I said this would bring things full circle, I mean that, the arguing has been this way, the drinking has been this way, and everything else has been this way. I feel like a child who's scared out of her mind because the two adults are fighting like children. I don't know what to do and I don't say a word of anything. Whenever she cools down, or takes me to get something, she tells me what happens and I feel all the more worse. But, let me know what you think, if anyone reads this. I personally think, that, if it is going to continue like this, then just stop it. Because it can't really go up from here. It can only go down.